When my armor gets chipped

So, it's 11:30 p.m, (MST). I went to bed two and a half hours ago. But I didn't go to sleep, I've just been crying. And simultaneously trying to figure out why the words of some stranger on the other end of a call has me so upset. That man who spoke those words to … Continue reading When my armor gets chipped →

Ecce Mono

My friend has been watching Switched At Birth, it's her fist time but several re watches for me. I've been wanting to talk about this show for awhile, but haven't gotten to it yet. But I just saw an episode that I do want to discuss. It's in season two episode 15, and in it … Continue reading Ecce Mono →

Post Conversation With Tojan…

~ Mary BB *For Tuwin Old wounds poke through your leathery skin, eruptions of grief unhealed. The hot tears close your throat and chest. Reminding you the cost/reward of loving another. You feel she left too soon. But not before she taught you to love, to lower your walls, to let others love you. In … Continue reading Post Conversation With Tojan… →

The silent frustrations of being Deaf

Everything in my life has been a simultaneous dichotomy. Okay I'm just going to jump right in. I am FINALLY in the professional world. Throughout ALL my interviews, I said over and over, "Are you okay with hiring a Deaf employee?" Because they needed to know what they were going to be up against. The … Continue reading The silent frustrations of being Deaf →

Wopila Lila

Okay so now that all the needed individuals have been informed, I can talk about it on here. I am so excited about what is right around the corner!!! I have arrived to an event that has been months in the making! So, let me start at the beginning. As you all know I'm getting … Continue reading Wopila Lila →

How I got to NOW (pt 1)

Those who know me well know I consider myself an orphan, because I've had to face most things in my life alone. But the act of applying to grad school helped me change that perspective and reflect on just how many people have been with me in some form or other that allowed met to … Continue reading How I got to NOW (pt 1) →

News and ramblings

Um..hi.. hi! How ya all doin'? 🙂 I know, I know.. long time silence AGAIN..but if you've been a long time reader, you should know by now... I'm busy living my life so I have to stop and write about it when I have time. Anyway... so. lots to update you on. As well as … Continue reading News and ramblings →

TONA……

So much to catch up on. The last time I was here I was on the cusp of a great endeavor. I can now discuss that endeavor!!!! I got accepted to grad school!! Thats what I was doing, was filling out my application and there were a lot of steps, and it was happening during … Continue reading TONA…… →

I can’t wait…

for this movie! I saw the trailer and it made me cry. There's so much truth and power in it, and more than a few points that were/are resonate with me. https://youtu.be/DkmDGBIEkO4 I'm excited about this because it's covering a viewpoint that we don't get a lot of, and that is what happens to you … Continue reading I can’t wait… →

Oops I did it again…..but there was a reason

Hi........hi........hi..... Apologies again for my absence..which I'm here to explain. Blogging and writing has been difficult, because I lacked the tools to do it comfortably. I had been doing it on my phone which SUCKS. I'm an old school writer brought up in the old school ways of sitting at a computer or laptop and … Continue reading Oops I did it again…..but there was a reason →